He has never been loved nor "loved" by a woman for the man he is, because he is no man. He is a someone women let him know he couldn't amount to anything they'd want.
That's all I can make out from the shit he posts.
As for the one in NH, that one has another set of issues, a dangerous mind, and other unsettling behaviors and thinking, as he thinks too much of his very small self. He's also stalker. Not good. At all.
I'd suggest to both, to take some time and think about what they post. No reason for them to feel any worse as they go on typing. It doesn't help, YOU!
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