I just read about your family problems. I have arranged to drop dead so I don't have to go through what you have described. ))
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...once upon a time I got called into my second level supervisors ofice. She told me that several of that several of the women who worked in our office thought I was a male chauvinist pig. "Well what else can you expect out of a bunch of sniveling C_nts like that. I thought she was going to bust a gut laughing.
YOU? AN OINK, OINK? NAHHH!
I JUST BUSTED A GUT LAUGHING, TOO! THE INFAMOUS "C" WORD. I HAVE MET THEM ALL.
ICCCCKKKK
If you think education is expensive, try ignorance.