28 if ya counts the two hours before I has to officially be at the hospital surgical department.. My goodness time goes by quickly..
I am hopeful this procedure will ultimately relieve most of my lower back pain, which would be really good, buy simultaneously a little edgy just thinking about what the surgeon is going to do. So I have a little aprehension of the unknown going on as time gets closer...
Excited to get the source of the crippling back pain taken care of and a little fearful of the process.
I guess this is like being afraid of the unknown...
I don't want to become a paralyzed person or a vegetable.
Hopefully apprehension of a major undertaking about to happen to oneself causes a little bit of consternation.
MAybe I am thinking about the recovery too much. Overactive mind....