For the first time in a about a week since I have eaten any solid food, I thought I might like the taste of a McGriddle bacon, egg, and cheese sandwich from McDonalds. Most times I would get the Biscuit version if I were traveling but the softness and sweet taste of the McGriddle just kinda appealed to me.. My wife, who for some reason still kinda likes me, volunteered to make a quick trip to the nearest mickey dees and fetch one..
I guess because I have said no to anything and everything she has suggested before she may have thought get it quick before I changed my mind again.
I enjoyed the first bite. I halfway liked the second and forced myself to actually finish it do the dismay of my faithful 4 legged companion Charlie.
I am almost convinced part of my condition is caused by percocet withdrawal. I took myself off of it completely and have had none since because my pain level does not warrant it. The symptoms of withdrawal from this narcotic are eerily similar to the things I feel. I am also convinced I have a sinus infection as well. That combo may well be the ultimate problem.. Nausea, no appetite, thought of eating makes you nauseous, lethargic, night sweats. Yep. Its been a blast.
Hoping now that I actually got some food into my gut to process I might begin to get some energy and strength back up.
I am sick of being sick... I am sick of doctors. I am sick of hospitals. I am sick of needles and I.V's.
And now I find almost any excuse to stay away and avoid any more surgeries.
Never had this before after any of two prior spine surgeries, or the three knee surgeries, or three abdominal cavity surgeries. I Look like a carved turkey in my abdominal region. Did I mention the TWO soulder repair surgeries?
So I am expereinced at recovering from surgery.. Never had been like this one time. Now dealing with a DVT blood clot which has my right leg all screwed up with lack of good blood flow and lots of water swelling.. Calf and foot..
Hence, I am tired of all this crap...
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