My oldest daughter called me earlier and wanted to know if she could take me to dinner tonight at a restarant of my choosing. Of course her mother is going along.
So we are headed for Texas Roadhouse to enjoy what Texicans produce very well: STEAKS and a little bit of oil.... lol!!
I am excited about that. I have been fighting depression lately and at times this morning I was losing the battle.
I likely am going to have to talk to my doctor.
My memory has literally got a giant hole in it and my wife and I talked about some events that happened and how I remember them as compared to what she, my daughter, and her husband said happened.
I have absolutely ZERO recollection of events post heart surgery by 3 months when I was picked up by the life squad at home from my catching hepatitis A.
I am really shocked to learn that what I remembered happening that night did not happen that way at all.. And yet in my mind what I thought happened I can replay in my recollection my version of what I went thru when I collapsed at home from that illness.
We spent an hour today going over details on that night and where I was situated when the Squad came to the house to take me to the hospital.
What miz micro told me is NOTHING I remember or have said happened. totally different completely..
So, did my mind just make this up and convince me this is the way events unfolded when I was taken to hospital andlet for a week with hepatitis and liver associated problems?
I don't know but I am a little shaken that I could have a completely different vision and remembrance of events than what actually took place..
That is a little concerning and frightening..
I cannot afford to have memory lapses for my clients and I also hope this is not the beginning of dementia either..
Should I talk to my primary care doctor about this? I will ask my son in law what his recall of events is later this afternoon to get his take.
If I have this all messed up in my mind, it makes me wonder what else I have a distortion of..
It's not a good day.. catch you all later....
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