I have what is called Congestive Heart failure.
Iffen ya didn't know that, it is officially what is going on wif my ticker..
On Thursday I get to go and have some kind of extended heart test done so they can look at and observe the heart pumping and whatever else they want to do. beats me..
I have been told and verified that patients with my condition, especially males, have about a five year lifespan.. Some can make it to ten but very few.
Five is the average..
So, that is where I am at with my heart. It doesn't hurt but on occasion let's me know it ain't happy. I guess that is why the front wall of the heart is completely GRAY colored instead of RED.
It is entirely in God's hands and HIS predetermined time for me to lay this body down and get a new one in HIS Kingdom.
AM I a little depressed about it? Sure. Longevity runs in my father's side of the family.. Most men live into their mid nineties. I will be a long way from that..
SO I need to enjoy things while I have been given life and the privilege of being here to help others with Spiritual things as well as mechanical things and to help and love my family.
Forgive me for being somewhat down this morning. The reality of this condition has finally hit me and I have so much to do before then. I need to finish the college course for theology on the Book of Nehemiah. He was a great example of a Godly leader who stayed the course.
Oh well, got to get ready...
See you all tomorrow. I am not taking my laptop with me as I do not want to carry it...
My best to each one of you I consider friends and enjoy you very much..
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