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Doc said I was too old and the waiting list would be too long.. Since I (in my unbiased opinion) am an exceptional person and former athlete, maybe I will have longer than five years..
I am very grateful I should get to celebrate 50 years being wed to my beautiful wife who has not changed much at all over this time..
I've lost hair line, got some age spots, increased my pants waist size and shirt size and changed my hair color naturally from dark brown to silver gray.. Only thing that hasn't changed are my blue eyes.
Scripture tells us that a lifespan is threescore and ten years. That's 70. Some of us have passed that mark awhile ago so I have nothing to complain about. I am on GRACE time. It is God's grace that has allowed me to live longer than many so I cannot complain..
Looking forward to that new body which does not have any defects and yet looks just like me and never ages...
That's pretty great imo. Something to look forward to..
The other thing is that less than a second after you die you will be in Heaven (if you trusted Christ as Savior and asked HIS forgiveness of your sins).
No more arthritic joints to contend with. I would be so much better off there than here.
So death does not frighten me now even as it did not over in beautiful southeast Asia with my brother jarhaid Ribs.. God is Faithful. Unlike us. He NEVER breaks a promise and remembers every one of them. SO we are in GOOD hands..
I'm still a little in shock over the cancer call but until I get her to the cancer doc to look at this up close there is no sense fretting over it..
SHE can live and get along well without me. The reverse is not true.. I would definitely need help..
Anyway, got to go as I am being called.
See ya later!
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