just give me a few more years and I am fairly confident that miz micro will let ya all know when my last breath on earth was taken.
In all seriousness, things that get my attention are in that left ventricle of my heart which lets me know when it isn't pumping the normal amount volume of blood. In fact, what the docs are trying to get it to do is to get it to go higher and so my pill intake keeps growing.
The reality is that doing reading and research about this condition the majority of males do not last much more than between 5 - 10 years max. The majority last 5 years by far and a smattering make it to ten.
So, my time on earth is limited but I have been blessed to be here this long and to have a life with my wonderful wife and my two precious daughters.
One thing that is really evident is tiring quickly whenever I am exerting myself and even driving on trips.
I am actually very tired now and it is only 7:06 p.m. here eastern time zone. I could go to bed.
Yes, I was alive and dead at the same time.
I am very much alive spiritually ( "the Spirit hath HE made alive" (quickened), and yet I am dead to sin due to the Sacrifice of Christ.
I do not fear death but welcome it. I know that in an instant after my last breath I will be taken by my gaurdian and death angel into the presence of Chrit in Heaven at the Eastern Gate where my loved ones who have already died have gone and are waiting for me. They know when a family member or friend is coming as a citizen of Heaven.
The Apostle Paul said to Caesar for him to die is gain.
That kind of shook Caesar up tad but Herod told him to ignore Paul's warnings.
I guess when Caesar died he discovered he should have listened to Paul so now he has an eternity in torment to regret his rejection of the Free Pardon of Sins thru the blood of Christ.
This world is not my home,
I'm just a passing thru.
My treasure's laid up for me
somewhere beyond the blue.
The angels beckon me
from heaven's golden shore,
and I don't feel at home
in this world anymore...
By God's GRACE and Mercy I have an eternity in HIS Heavenly Kingdom and a mansion to live in and best of all, I can see and be with Christ Jesus whose glory illuminates all of Heaven.
This is why I do not worry or care about my heart condition. I have prepared for miz micro to be exceedingly well off for her remaining years. I hope there is plenty left when she joins me to pay off school debts for the grandkids as well.
My grandson the former football player graduates this spring. a perfect GPA thru-out his college career.
My Library is going to him exclusively as he actually wants it..
Anyway, I must say goodnight. My brother in law, former Ohio State place kicker under Woody Hayes who kicked the winning field goal with time running out back in about 1975 into the open end of OHIO Stadium in a driving snow storm to beat Michigan for the Big Ten title.
That football is signed by every player including Skladany the punter and Archie Griffen who remain friends with Tom.
Tom and sis are coming to my house tomorrow and Sunday.
He has written a BOOK about his life and his time at Ohio State as well as his escape from the iron curtain as a child, swimming the Rhine River at midnite to escape into Austria, and then to Switzerland and then over to the United States.
He was in a lot of my high school classes and dated my sister after asking my permission. So we have known each other a very long time..
Anyway,
time to say goodnight and pleasant dreams!
Lord willing, see ya tomorrow....
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